June 10, 2006

It's been a long lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time

It has been a long time since I have posted anything here! Poor blog, you must have been lonely.

I have been caught up in a veritable whirlwind of chaos the last few weeks, by way of explanation for my absense. I have been editing a script for my theatre company and workshopping it with several actors, and this has meant putting in a lot of extra hours both at the theatre and at home hammering away at the keyboard turning Irish slang into something comprehensible to the average person. (Good lord, I've lived here forEVER and I still can't understand Trainspotting.) In the end, spending all that time writing has taken the fire from my fingertips when it came to writing here.

However, at last I am at a point where I can take a break, and this means I have returned! (cue ticker tape parade)

There is some good news. Sitting on my rear end so much in the last few weeks has yielded some minor success in Operation Weight Gain. I am up two pounds since Daddy first told me I had to try to gain five, and that's up half a pound since my last weigh-in a week ago. So, there are some benefits to being overworked and too tired to exercise! Perhaps when I gain the other three my bra straps will stop slipping down my shoulders, haha.

In other news, I have managed to stay mostly out of trouble lately and have had no serious punishments since the last one I posted about. Serious, to me, is the kind of punishment where I end up bawling and having a sore bottom for a couple of days. Those kinds of punishments are for when I am disobedient, and a good thing about working so much is that I haven't had much time to find any real trouble.

Oh, I did get a small spanking a few days ago for leaving the back gate banging in the wind after promising to remember to shut it properly, but these kinds of punishments fall into the "mild" category and are more embarrassing than they are painful.

Strangely enough, managing to avoid severe punishments for a long time can have a negative effect on my little side. That is to say that my little side needs the security of regular discipline, even though I don't exactly want it. It leads to feeling a bit restless and irritable, longing for some time with Daddy as his little girl, even as I dread some of the things he does to get me to that place.

He knows this, of course. He knows the little girl inside me better than I do. And so it is time for another "Little Day" tomorrow. That means that when I wake up tomorrow I will be his baby all day until the next morning. I don't know what he has planned for the day but I have that feeling that comes from knowing what is likely to take place during the day.

There are so many parts of being his baby that are difficult for me. And yet, anticipating them leaves me tingly and filled with butterflies as if I was falling in love for the first time instead of contemplating spending a day with someone who I have known and been married to for years. Of course, being little means I won't be permitted to use my computer, but I will save details for the next time I post, with a promise to be back sooner next time.

PS: Note to self: why does that middle section refuse to change colours?

12 Comments:

Blogger Sammy said...

Maybe that bit of the text just wants to be different? Me and daddy have been finding it hard to find time to have a long substantial period in little space mode, mebbe I'll show him yoor blog and your daddys blog and mebbe we can learn something from the two of you. Fankyoo for sharing.

June 11, 2006  
Blogger sugarpunk said...

welcome back some.. LOL

June 12, 2006  
Blogger Dolphin said...

Good to see you posting again. :) I have missed you. Hope your "Little Day" was special. *hugs*

June 12, 2006  
Blogger Daddy said...

Good thought, sammy, and I do hope you can find some time to be little with your Daddy. In my experience, while it is often difficult to find large blocks of time in day to day life, a solid day here and there on a free weekend can be a wonderful experience for both of us and does much to solify the D/lg bond.

sugar, nice to see you here again and I hope things are going well for you. Any news to report?

dolphin, thanks for your good wishes to A. It was a pleasant day indeed and I shall insist she report back with more details shortly! ;)

June 13, 2006  
Blogger Pandora Sox said...

I am so happy to see you are back.
For me, your posts (and also your Daddy's) are like dreams.
I escape into your world when I read your words and that is a most wonderful feeling. Thank you for making it possible.
Love and hugs x x x

June 13, 2006  
Blogger sugarpunk said...

not that i can think of galiano...

LOL..

June 15, 2006  
Blogger Daddy's Little Shelley said...

Hi.

I just started my blog not too long ago. Would like to get your opinion on what I'm writing about in it.

Thanks,
Little Shelley

July 26, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

where did you both go? Any plans to write again?

November 28, 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

missing both your fascinating, moving, romantic, intelligent blogs. why and where did you disappear. please come back.

January 15, 2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

still missing both your blogs and visiting almost daily, hoping to find out that you are back. hope you're fine. please do tell...

April 25, 2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I too am hoping you come back someday :(

August 26, 2008  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

End of 2008 and missing your posts...

December 16, 2008  

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